Sheets of stupidity

So I kind of think.

You know how on Christmas we're all supposed to think about the "good old times" and reminisce? Well I guess I kind of gave in to that cliche right now. haha, sorry guys.

But I was just thinking, how on earth did I turn from a girl who spent a whole year on herself, depressed and moping, into a confident soul of one looking forward to all, right now.

Yeah, that wasn't really a question, it was a statement. And I don't have an answer to that statement. Besides the omnipotent of course. He's like the perpetual answer, patented on an answer button. You know the easy  button? Or maybe you now recognize the NO button if you've been around my dad lately. but Jesus is kind of just an answer button for everything.

Why are hippos' jaws so big all the time and why don't pandas eat fish?? Jesus.
Why was I born really fast on my birthday? Jesus.
Why does Kelsy like John who likes Jane who DOESN'T like Nick who is best friend's with Janet's cousin? JESUS.

ok. done with that. I have a feeling that if I were to make such a button... it would be abused.
alright and that's all for my silly little human ideas tonight.  and back to divine inspiration.

I wish I was more a master of words. I kind of felt guilty for not using my blog in almost a year now... so I'm posting. but I just wanted to say I'm sending you joy, because I feel it. I laugh.


The present is an interesting thought. I very often anticipate the future with great excitement, but I can't say how much I think about now. each second.

Right now I hate men. I don't know when I'll come out of this phase.. maybe I already have. I was never really in it, I was just allowing my self to put my emotions somewhere when things got topsy turvy and let my human stupidity be shown. There's no reason to hide it, it can't be done. It's always there. lol. like a big blue stain on my nose. So I shout and proclaim the stupidity to all: I hate men. To all who will hear, anyway.

I just had one of those shocking moments where you realize some one wasn't listening to anything you've been saying. for about a year. haha. and you wonder what could have been provoked it... what were you saying? Something about the present maybe?

May exuberance be yours,

I'll be hiding in the laundry room if anyone should need me.