setting it up

so I had my comeback, now I need to set it up... everything. including my attitude for this semester. this could be tough.

first practice of tennis that I managed to get myself to today. We don't have an extremely competitive team... and this is a good thing! haha my competitive spirit goes into singing this spring, as I will probably do a solo when we get to districts. The hardest part of this semester will be trying to keep a 4.0... if I even want to try... bleh... :( stupid honors classes...

Now you guys wonder why my vision of heaven is taking it easy ALL THE STINKIN TIME! hm? I want to lie around all day and just read books, eat things that will make me fat, not be freezing but not be hot, be surrounded by people I love and hug them, listen to great music that fits the moment perfectly, and be in tuuunnedd.... all the time. with him. except. I've rather grown to like my suffering. and not in an emo way. I just wonder if heaven is everything, then will they recreate suffering so that it's not quite that, but so that I won't miss it....?

goodness knows...

anyone want to find goodness for me? I've got a few things to work out with him..